Sooooo , yesterday toya invited me to a revival at her church . &nd it was soooooooo ... i dont even know ; words cannot describe. It was such an amazin' experience that i will never take for granted. It really allowed me to call on God &nd to ask for his forgiveness &nd to bless me &nd take care of me , my family &nd friends for eternity. I can say that I have soold out for G0D. he's the ONLY one who is TRUELY there for you &nd who be able to help you when there is noone else. I'm not sayin' that i will probably be perfect in my actions .. but i will try my best to not get taken away what i want most of all .. &nd thats his love &nd compassion. He will return sooon &nd i know that i want to go along w| him when he does. anywhoot , if you havent asked him to be in your life then you really should. stop tryin' to do everything YOUR way &nd let him help you ... say NO to the pleasures of sin &nd belong to God for the rest of your life. N0T sayin' that you can`t have fun &nd still be young. but just know what's wrong &nd what's right. dont sin intentionally ... b|c life becomes harder &nd harder. HE WILL GUIDE YOU &nd HE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU. let him come into your soul &nd fill any type of void that you have ... you have to love G0D first before he allows you to love somethin' or someone else ...
... he asked . yuup it was ne-yo &nd after listenin' to it 20 gagillion times it really made me think &nd wonder . As soon as i pick up my ipod this is one of the songs i listen to. " WHY does she STAY ? ". after you've treated her like nothin' &nd all she's EVER tried to do is love you &nd do everything she could for you. yet instead of embracing her you disgraced her. beLITTLEd her &nd made her feel dumb. she let her guard down for you &nd tried to make you better while bettering herself because that's what relationships are about. i guess IGN0RANCE IS BLISS huh ? naaaw hommie it dont worrk like that. but i guess its better to have loved than to not love at all . All i want to know is whyy ? &nd you cant even give me that much . you respected me loved me adored me all of the above ... then one incident happens &nd you just throw it all away. so basically all the " i'll never hurt you " shit was a LIE huh ? cuz if that wasn`t the case we'd still be like we were in the past. co-starin`g each other . even kowning i deserve better .. i still cry . still reminisce still care&feel for you .. i still continue to stay &nd dont know why ....
